this is fantastic!
I almost cried.
Guilt, sadness, remorse? What is this bullshit? There’s no point being compassionate and kind to others if you can’t reflect that same love and respect to yourself. So you ate meat/fish/eggs/dairy or in any other way been a part of that industry until certain age? Fuck it.
You’ve learned and now you know better and are not contributing to the suffering anymore. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and please, do. not. use a letter intended for your daughter to draw attention to yourself and your lack of self-respect.
Considering so many people are still living in the comfortable darkness, just be grateful for the knowledge you have.